There is movement and flow in her dress and wings. This is obviously a temporary situation and so I say;

 IT IS OK!

It is ok to be sad, it is ok to cry, it is ok to feel lost. 

And the hard truth is that it is not only ok, it is necessary. 

Pain is protection. 

What you see is a pause, and “God is in the Pause.”

Surrender to the struggle for it is what makes us who we are. 

Peace is the reward for  a journey riddled with pain.

I look back now at all that has happened and I wouldn’t change any of it. My angels needed a break sometimes, yes. My angels needed to cry, yes. Their job of protecting and watching over me included guiding me through many of the worst pains imaginable and yet, we made it! 

I am here. 

I am strong. 

I am alive with passion and gratitude. 

Yes, I cried and my angels cried as well. At times we screamed together to the All Mighty to stop. Enough. Please. How much can one  take? 

But I guess the universe saw in me a strength, I didn’t even know I had. 

I have overcome.

I am triumphant and grateful for this journey that has taught me more than I ever imagined I would know. I see more than I ever thought I would see. I feel connected to truth and clarity. I am blessed and I hope to share all of those blessings with you. 

(The power of our tears, releasing emotions trapped and hungering for resolve, clarity, freedom. 

Tears make us stop; stop our mind, our body. Tears free us.)